Adia-- Avril Lavigne

Adia I do believe I failed you
Adia I know I let you down
Don't you know I tried so hard
To love you in my way
It's easy let it go...

Adia I'm empty since you left me
Trying to find a way to carry on
I search myself and everyone
To see where we went wrong
'cause there's no one left to finger
There's no one here to blame
There's no one left to talk to, honey
And there ain't no one to buy our innocence

'cause we are born innocent
Believe me adia, we are still innocent
It's easy, we all falter
Does it matter?

Adia I thought that we could make it
But I know I can't change the way you feel
I leave you with your misery
A friend who won't betray
I pull you from your tower
I take away your pain
And show you all the beauty you possess
If you'd only let yourself believe that

We are born innocent
Believe me adia, we are still innocent
It's easy, we all falter, does it matter?

Believe me adia, we are still innocent
'cause we are born innocent
Adia we are still innocent
It's easy, we all falter ... but does it matter?

Recently

my heart

was complicated

there's a lot of things

need 2 make a decision

well

i didnt think it too much

just ignore it

kaka

i know it is the time

2 settle down all the things

but

let me calm down first

n

concluded

all the things

ok??

i know

i just owe my nnq club somethings

somethings like conduct or answer

i think they should know

what i taking about

hehe~

nnq club

i promise someone

i would

try my best 2 write my blog in english

....

but

firstly

my english isnt better than u

so

if there got any mistake

dun laugh me

ok??

hehe

i know u wont

but

others will~

beside

when i try 2 write my blog in eng

someone will start

complaining that

he/she dun understand

what i wrote

ok

never mind

u still can check dictionary wat~

why so fussy abt this??

quite funny wat

haha~~

these day

i've spent all my time in bloging n facebook~

yup

i know it is the time 2 stop it

but

i think i ord addicted with this

who can help me??

hehe

recently

so nice

got Jasmine n others said that i am cutie

thx a lot~!!

haha~!!

but

in other way out

Cai Ni said that i am shorty cutie

so sad==

yala~

i am shorty cutie

ok??

cai ni=bull's eyes

haha~~

sooo nice~~

no need to pretend n imagine

that i still got a fren

thx a lot~~

u should get what i mean

hehe

n

got a member card~

no need to pay member fee

whole life~

wooho0~

wondrous

why

all the time they will end up like this

i would like 2 help them 2 make it through

but

still dunno how 2 help

i know it is a difficult question

dun want b busybody

hope they can get along again~

n last forever~

lastly

i should back to the place where i belong to

i mean study

ignore all the fussy things

study smart

the moral of the story:do u think there's still got the moral from the story??

dun doubt , of course...still got~

get back to the balance point

get back to the study mood...stop wasting time

future is in our hand

buck up my frens~!!

最近
被一些事
弄得心里有点乱

原来配角=主角

不懂如何去解释
因为有点不可思议
感觉像在做梦
可是
明白这一切是事实
很矛盾

不明白
为何自己也有这份荣幸

不过
很谢谢
真的很谢谢

回忆真的很美
至少
在我心中是这样的

我没有逃避所面对的问题
只是不太会回答
不象
“5年”
你有
那么厉害的说话技巧

5年
你是个很会说话的人
一个
很有沟通技巧的人

很喜欢和你谈天
觉得有深度
有意思
不沉闷

这就是我对你的评价~
很开心能有你这种朋友
很庆幸能有你这种朋友

可不可以告诉我秘诀？？
到底是什么让你那么会说话？？
到底是什么使你那么会说话？？

我知道
得到回答的可能性
几乎
等于零

是我破坏了
那美美的形象
也对，我不美
破不破坏都一样
哈哈

我不笨
你放心
只是有些事比较迟钝罢了

还有
我不笨
笨的人是你
5年
什么事情不做
竟然去自残==
变态哦？？
痛了吧？

是我任性
不勉强了
这就是你想要的答案吧？
ok，我成全你。

不过
说真的
为难你
真的很抱歉
（明明就很想骂你，为什么那么小气巴拉的。）


回到平衡点
继续做我的春秋大梦
你不把我当朋友看
不用紧
没关系
我把你当朋友看就行了
就让想象
圆满这残缺的梦


***

后记

朋友原来很脆弱
不过想象
应该填补得了
这种脆弱的感觉




the moral of the story:
sometime we have to use imagine to fulfill our dreams.
so , suck n damn
i have to pretend n imagine that u still r my frens
but
in fact
u r not my frens anymore

유감스러운

这件事说来话长

话说

本小姐提议要去算命

由于

要早早排队拿号码牌

所以必须要早到

差不多

5点就要醒了

后来

说好时间

我却睡得死死==

完全叫不醒

电话刚好放在楼下

我又在楼上睡觉

闹中又叫不醒我

就这样

睡到不懂哪一个国度去

醒来后

已经距离原本约好的时间

2个钟多~

我的天啊~

想对美丽佩玲说

真得很对不起哦

我不是故意的

虽然过了很久

但还是要说说一下

抱歉啊~

对不起~

minta maaf~

sorry~

유감스러운~

pesaroso~

droevig~

désolé~

traurig~

spiacente~

以下是我叫“超级学弟” 帮我准备的道歉歌。

希望你们会喜欢~~

哈哈~~XD

the moral of the story:want to wake up early...must put the hp beside ur bed...or it in ur bedroom~

otherwise u will regret~~~

刚刚看完

没有心介绍的电影

不错啦

不会很难看

但是也没有非常好看

soso咯

hehe

不过说真的

有些地方蛮感人的

不知道是自己那么容易被感动

还是剧情写得不错

==

那个女主角的男朋友

真是烂人一个

之前劈过腿就算了

女主角原谅后

又重来

两次都是搞上好朋友

是女主角悲哀

还是她就那么衰？？

男主角原来很早就喜欢女主角了

只是一直都没有说

也没有表白过

到快死了的时候

也一样

很经典的台词

“她要的，我根本给不了。”

算男主角有自知之明吧

女主角

就真得也太单纯了

不过

女主角长得蛮美蛮可爱的说

甜美型

女主角点经典台词

“我相信你"

我在想会不会是女主角太单纯

所以才那么好骗？？

真是可怜哦~

我想说的是

“男主角

你没试过你怎么会知道？？

不要那么矜持嘛

说出来不就好了咯”

至于

后备情人与正选情人的

那一部分

我不想多说什么

感觉就是出馗

说我固执也好

说我传统

保守也罢

可是

在情人背后做那种事

就是不能被原谅

即使

原本的情人对你怎么不好，也不能这样

何不干脆说清楚？

为什么还要搞一堆有的没的？？==

纳闷

the moral of the story:别把任何事情说得那么绝对，因为事事难以预料

相信，就会改变吗？？

this is not a kind of revenge

u know even les than i do abt it

in spite of this

i still hv 2 let u know

what wrong

why all the things turn bad

would it become better??

i am so tired

2 settle all the problem

by myself

can u imagine that all the burden

that u hv 2 carrying it by urself

it so heavy 2 me

cant take it anymore

wanna become selfish

wanna forget everything that we go though

wanna be bad

wanna get enough courage

take it for a long time

it is the time 2 put it down

n hv an end??

i always remember all the things

n deeply believe in it

sincere

just bcoz

far apart

so i wont see it or feel it??

sincere is something that

even though we are far apart i still can feel it

is the time for me 2 make a decision??

but will u know that

it so heavy 2 me

in other way out seem like i am the one who really n vry bad

i still remember

"i would respect all the decision that u make"

all the time

going 2 make it though

or put it an end

......

answer always is

i dont know

care,

would it show in this way??

hv

2 make it though

not me only

why the story that i heard

ord change

i become stranger??

~lastly,i just dont know u~

the moral of the story:all the things that i said n wrote= sh_t

Holiday 2

just finish my holiday,

so sad it end too soon than i expected.

i hvnt start 2 revision my note...

hvnt finish my homework~

felt so sorry 2 my lecturer n my parent~

omg~

hehe~

but the holiday,quite nice~

too busy liao.

rush in n rush out~

my home js look like hotel,

4 me 2 get rest only.

quite sad ~

haha~

ok...now is the time 2 continue my story

in the 24th september 2009 12:27pm

my 3rd bro's child was born ord~

gt 3.89kg

quite huge~!!

but vry cute~!!

she oso gt a vry nice n cute name

call yu thong~

should write this way--语桐

seem like lim goh tong--林梧桐

haha~!!

24-9-09

nite,

we went to Guan Zhong's house in Nusa Villa

4 bbq n

celebrate Jasmine's birthday~~

haha~

quite nice n crazy bbq+birthday party~

the photo u need to visit min's blog~

whole day

i helping them bbq the food~

actually i try 2 help myself 2 get mny chicken wing to eat~

haha~

nice bbq

i just bcoz of this n added 1kg ~

omg!!><

25-9-09

i forgot liao oh

i try 2 recall it~

ya

morning i just wake up n help my mum to cook something else.

coz my frens ask my mum 2 do it~

cook the veg curry n fry bee hoon~

haha~

i so filial

sure will help her la~

hehe~

actually i oso stolen some food

haha~!

bside

tat day i oso went to...a place

2 saw the performance~

quite nice

n went 2 danga bay yum cha~

26-9-09

secret~

cant tell~

haha~

XD

27-9-09

5am ord wake up

i think all of u will ask...

y wake up so early??

the reason is

my frens n i want 2 see the sunrise at the beach

te beach is not refer 2 dang bay 1 ar~

at Tanjung Balau

if i not mistaken should write in tat way

anyway

the end =we saw the sunrise in the car

quite sad n Disappointed~！！T.T

never mind

i wont getting angry wif this

the weather is so suitable for fun~!!

wat a super sunshine~

haha~~

nite

i went 2 my frens wedding

at kulai

dress up nicely

n meet a lot of frens

at there

just look like secondary school gathering

hehe~

after tat we all went 2

nobody in there

but gt somebody get drunk at there n dance

haha~

hat a wonderful nite~

so much of joke~

ok

it is the end liao~~

bye bye my holiday~

the moral of the story:try to cherish the things that u have even those it is a little things in ur life