the things that inevitable

night

my friends n i went to the club n drank a lot
all the time we didnt have the feeling of somnolent
she try to intoxicate herself
all of us try to avoid that
just because all of us so concern about you ...dont let us dissapoint
n it is also bad for your healthy...please just stop it...ok?


i never n ever saw her become like that
n never know that she might or will become like that
this is very very rare to saw her behave like that
i very amaze with this...n her somber look


what is the reason to make you want to become like that??
is because of him?
or another one that will never wake up?
or the reaction of consume alcohol?
the name keep saying by her...beer chivas ale n etc


is it a kind of guilty??
is my guilty or what?
at that time i just realize my mistake
just because of the words ...of the only joke...
make all of us so miserable
i just want to say sorry...i really not purposely to say that...
n not purposely want to say in that way...
i also try to get your forgiveness...
you know right?
i really didnt have that intention to make you sad


believe that you are not the one who cause this happen
all this is life
some will walk for a long time
some will just rush it
take it easy
there are still have many road n way that we have to walk out


that night
all of us so excitement
(thanks god i still got some rational)
the best excitement performance .....especialies both of u so ruction
n this maybe end up n the reason of.....us lock up in balai
even the police also cant stand with us
that really make me scare n afraid


thanks god...n thanks for the rotten society
to use others things to settle it...
is it a kind of good solution for us??
my conclusion is yes,how about yours?


hey,try to hear my voice n get the meaning that i want to say
you are not the only one
you wont be alone
cause you have all of us
nothing cant insoluble
you can try to say out what is your feeling .....your thinking....your mind...
n so on
just say it all of us will listen it...
n spare a though for you
we are willing to hear your story
even it is too long...too sad...too...n many more
just say it

beside you also have to hear n accept what we are talking about
we also try to inform you that
you are not alone
why you didnt try to accept others feeling??
maybe he really true to you??
both of you know the answer for a long time...
but both of you didnt say it out...
n try to get along
the happiness is within you and him
just take it
although in the future both of you may faces many trouble n problem
i believe that both of you can hand by hand walk out with this challenge together



all of us...are the same...we try to appears that we are strong
although we arent strong....
all of us...are the same...we try to not cry
although we feel so unbearable not to cry...
all of us...are the same...we try to be happy n pretend alight with happiness
although we have many trouble pain....n unhappy

see that or you already saw that??






the moral of the story:i am not a good friend...sorry for i cant give you the most useful help