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12 31
特别的日子

2009

的

最后一天

在车上倒数

==

没有烟火

没有情人

没有星星

但是

还是

很开心

哈哈

新的一年里

事事顺心

开开心心

健健康康

这样就好了

哈哈

领悟

最近

没有上来

跟新部落格

有点小忙

时间被绑紧了一点

虽说是假期

但

好短地说

2个礼拜

==

完全显掉

不过

我算过得很充实

毕竟

做工的时间

过得特别快

忙碌

原来是长这个样子

真的是久违了

以前

国中的时候

也很忙

完全不会空虚

不会觉得时间漫长

反而

还觉得

时间不够用

上了学院之后

就有了相反的感觉

转变有点大

不过

我觉得

我还适应得蛮好地说

（自己赞自己

哈）

做工后

才发现

时间被绑得很紧

要处理一些自己的事

还要特地请假

很显

我不想一直请假

毕竟做工一直请假

不好看

不把东西处理好

我也很显

无奈

读书和做工

真的有很大的差别

并不是想象中的简单

excel 和 microsoft office

我又不熟悉

做起来有点笨拙

打电话

和别人交谈

说英文

说到一粒一粒

我的妈呀

原来

我不懂的

还真多

要好好充实自己了

真的要好好充实自己

幸好

我的上司对我很好

很幸运

我真的很幸运

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原来

维持现状

真的很不错

我说

不需要

因为

孤单

寂寞

而找人陪伴

不需要

因为

某人的警惕

而紧张兮兮

不需要

随便找人

填补

心中的空虚

我才19

年轻的很

谢谢你的关心

如果

真的是败犬又怎样

是胜犬那又怎样

还不都一样是犬

你很幸福

我懂

要一直幸福下去

我说

我的人生，我自己抉择

我的生活，我自己主宰

我说

有些事强求不来

顺其自然

才是最佳的应对方法

对的人

始终都会出现

不是现在

而是在不久的将来

*幸福的对岸

我终会到达*

我说人呀~

我说

人呀

就是禁不起诱惑

因为我就是如此

哈哈

是我而已啦

就某个晚上

我和

Xxx

去了某某地方

嘿

你们想到哪里去了？？！！

全部给我给

统统回来

事情是这样的

某天晚上

就我刚刷完牙的时候

我那很贪吃的三嫂

竟然打包了

香喷喷的肉松皮萨

回来

算她还有点良知

会打包给我

（那么那贪吃的两个字我就收回）

哈哈！！xD

结果

原来是她和老哥吃不完才打包回来==’’

纳斯女人!!

哈哈

不过，还是很谢谢她说 =]

肉松皮萨很好吃呢！！^3^

言归正传

重点不是肉松皮萨好吃

而是

最近刚瘦了一斤的我

竟然抵不过诱惑

吃了它

不是一片

是很多片啊~~

这下又要前功尽弃了

虽然没有刻意减肥地说

但是

体重少了一斤

确实能让心情变好一点

体态轻盈一些吧？？

哈哈

所以我才说

人终究就是受不了诱惑

感慨的很==

哈哈

突然间有个想法

因为

食物在胃里需要花3到4小时

去消化分解

所以

一般上食物还未经消化完毕

就倒头大睡

会把那些消化中的食物变成脂肪

囤积在体内

造成肥胖，我就是个很明显的例子

（如果我没记错，大致上即是如此。如有任何错误，欢迎告知。）

当然

还是有怎样都不会胖的人

不过

看你么这些吃不胖得能走多久（气愤！！）

为什么我不是这种吃不胖的人？？（纳闷中，结论就是=还是乖乖认命吧）

哈哈

没有啦

开玩笑的

我还没把整体说完

很罗嗦

我知道

再等等嘛

就是

为什么不能让胃设定时间？？

意思就是

在我们熟睡时让胃加班

等为消化完

它才停止运作

而不是睡觉的时候，胃也在睡觉

要不然

就是

身体能将食物

储存

到一定的时间

才开始消化

不产生任何脂肪

哈哈

这样应该会很好吧？？

发明类似像药物

还是

靠思想控制胃的运作

如果真的发明到

应该会赚反了说

哈哈

骂我发神经

还比较实际一点

哈哈

welcome you back =]

welcome you back =]

so glad to heard this
this is a good news
nice news
to those who caring you
who worry you so much


thanks God
thanks for listening our pray


take good care for urself
and wish you recovery soon
stay healthy and happy always~!!

speechless

suddenly
felt so speechless

God bless her&her please

dunno how to described
what was actually happen
in that day


so shock
very shocking
when the moment i heard that
something happen to her


all is accident
and unexpected
mishap


quite moody
some of my fren
also facing
some annoying problem


why all this come it so suddenly??
very doubt with this


thanks God
now she safe already
hope that she can discharge quickly
and all the annoying problem will solve


*there still got many beautiful memory
need we to build it up
and remember*



frens there still got hope
let us believe it

christmas is near

can all of you feel that the christmas is near??

now almost reach the middle of december

merry christmas

hehe

the shopping complex

was fully decorated with the beautiful ornament

want to celebrate it nicely =]

when i still was a chlid

i been pray that and hope can see snowing in Malaysia ==

what a fool

i know

and this also being laugh by my brother

=='''

hey

i just dont know mah~~

anyway

christmas is near and it is beautiful~!!

missing you always

almost 10 years

you were not been around here

suddenly missing you so much

thanks for being your niece

about 9 or 10 years

that was my happy memory

when it was fill up with you

at the moment of being "bully"

by my family members

you were always the one who know it firstly

and encourage me

give me moral support

even i still was a child

when i got not enough of money

asking for you to buy the things that i wondering so much

your answer will always be yes

so kind heart

but why you leave us so early and suddenly??

i still remember the way you doted me

i still remember how you cherish your beloved

i still remember the words that you told me

as i still remember how i cry

when the moment you leave us

so wasted

very wasted for we didnt take any photo together

i means the photo just you and me

i always pretend that you were not leaving us

you just went to an endless trip

a lonely trip

but

when my age keep growing

and i become mature and more mature than before

i cant pretend anymore

is it the time to let you go??

i think yes or maybe no

"ah yi,i really missing you so much"

can you heard that?

i know you always by ourside and watching us

and be our guardian angel

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hope that both of you rest in peace

uncle come and accompany with you right?

wont felt alone

must keep smiling...ok?

by the way

i wanna tell you that

next year Ahmed going to get marry with his pretty girlfriend

Eden was so cute

and you are so brave

*missing you always*

by your dearest niece --ah may

exam on the way

there

been a long time

i didnt updated my blog

sorry for the moment of disappear

in my lovely blog

yuck

should call my garden

=]

by the way

still thanks for not forgetting me

and come and viewing my blog

as you know i just started my exam last few day

what a torturing days

hate it so much

cant sleep well

cant eat well

as well as i didnt prepare well

i known it already

sorry ya Gary

i didnt put it afford for your F4

all the question seen like looking before

but all the statue and case name

in my mind

all gone already

cant recall anything

i spend all my time to bull shit in there

no more excuse!!

in fact i just didnt put in any afford

i should stop it at here

dont want to recall what the things that happen in that day

(preparation for retake~~)

看清楚

看清楚
现在才看清楚自己在做些什么
就在写部落格咯~哈
（神经病）
p/s:请允许我废一下



最近
不上来跟新部落格
其实是因为
考试到了

不是啦
实际上来说
是在颓废
觉得这种没什么好表扬的
干吗说出来丢脸
所以
索性不打算跟新部落格



在这么重要的日子里
在那里什么都不做
颓废着
是很不应该的事
在看部落格的你们千万别学习
总之别学就对了


沉淀了一段时间
才发现
原来
我自己是那么容易被影响的

不管是
情绪
思维
处事
态度
看法
这些都好


真的觉得自己没什么主见
容易被影响
很不应该
真得很不应该


原来
没方向和目标会使自己
那么的空虚
那么飘浮不定
那么的没有动力


不要再这样了