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Wednesday, December 9, 2009

missing you always


almost 10 years
you were not been around here
suddenly missing you so much


thanks for being your niece
about 9 or 10 years
that was my happy memory
when it was fill up with you


at the moment of being "bully"
by my family members
you were always the one who know it firstly
and encourage me
give me moral support
even i still was a child


when i got not enough of money
asking for you to buy the things that i wondering so much
your answer will always be yes
so kind heart
but why you leave us so early and suddenly??


i still remember the way you doted me
i still remember how you cherish your beloved
i still remember the words that you told me
as i still remember how i cry
when the moment you leave us


so wasted
very wasted for we didnt take any photo together
i means the photo just you and me


i always pretend that you were not leaving us
you just went to an endless trip
a lonely trip


but
when my age keep growing
and i become mature and more mature than before
i cant pretend anymore
is it the time to let you go??
i think yes or maybe no



"ah yi,i really missing you so much"
can you heard that?
i know you always by ourside and watching us
and be our guardian angel



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hope that both of you rest in peace
uncle come and accompany with you right?
wont felt alone
must keep smiling...ok?
by the way
i wanna tell you that
next year Ahmed going to get marry with his pretty girlfriend
Eden was so cute
and you are so brave



*missing you always*
by your dearest niece --ah may


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